Lyrics Let Her Down - arkhaives

Yeah I feel like I sound white as fuck
This just how I talk though, like
She said that I wish that you would care
I told her that I would if I just could but I just can't
Now we in a predicament, it's awkward where we stand
You say that I'm not listening and I don't understand
I'm sorry that I'm busy and I can't attend your plans
Like this just the way I am I don't know

I fear that I'm not doing it right
They say to live by love, there's no lover in my sight
But there's an upside, how my bank account look nice
I got too much time, I get lost inside my mind
You just the punchline and you think that they your friends
Now ask yourself if it's like how it was when it began
I'm trying to make some bands and invest on me
I live in my own land and it gets lonely
But last night I called my friend and they helped me go to sleep
Wow like I love you so much, oh my goodness so fucking much
Love you more than you'll ever know
Her heart pure, I let her go
Mistakes made, am I a better man?
That's something I'll never know
I always swear I am
Swear I'm always doing better now
But every time I find another girl, I just find another way to let her down
Like bruh, it's a cycle at this point

She said that I wish that
Oh wait wrong bar, my fault my fault listen
She said that I wish that you would care
I told her that I would if I just could but I just can't
Now we in a predicament, it's awkward where we stand
You say that I'm not listening and I don't understand
I'm sorry that I'm busy and I can't attend your plans
Like this just the way I am I don't know

What that dude say what that kid say back in the day?
I'ma lose my mind either way
Hahaha that's funny