Lyrics never theirs - arkhaives

I do not know what to say
I do not know what to say
No, Ima lose my mind either way

I dont have a plan, I dont feel like a man
My lifes kickin at my ass, wanna run should've ran
Minutes gonna pass, nothing is gonna change
Hours gonna pass I will still feel the same
I opened my hands, I'm never theirs
I opened my plans, I'm never theirs
Wanna run should've ran, I'm never theirs
Suffocate inside the sand of my mental

Hold up I wish I could tell you
Hold up wanna be a better man, I know that I failed you
Hold up I do not wanna care no more I just wanna get loose
I wanna cut everyone off and destroy myself by myself
I wont, I wont, I know that you need me I can't just leave
But I already feel the world is disappointed all 'cause of me
She wanna be the one I need, but I do not know what I need
She wanna be the one I need, but she do not bring me no peace
But lately I been going mad
I lose myself but I try never be showing that
But I lose myself all the time, I lose myself in these rhymes
I lose myself thinking they're mine, I lose myself thinking I'm one of a kind
But Ima run it up
Make some cash if I can go dumb enough
Ima record my jawn till the sun is up
Recording 'cause your boy coming up
I be doing my best with this shit and recording it
Don't come supporting it after I'm flourishing
Don't get too comfortable, theres always more to get
Bound to lose something so prepare to mourn again

I dont got a plan, I dont feel like a man
My lifes kickin at my ass, wanna run should've ran
Minutes gonna pass, Ima still feel the same
Time is gonna pass, nothing is gonna change
I opened my hands, I'm never theirs
I opened my plans, I'm never theirs
Wanna run should've ran, I'm never theirs
Suffocate inside the sand of my mental