Lyrics Fox Claws - autumndropsdead

Can't tell if the room's getting big
Or if i'm just small
Cause it only takes a second to fall
I crawl into bed when the sun starts to rise
I simply can't handle the smoke and the smog

My ribs are transparent
Must be malnutrition
I feel so decrepit
I'm clearly indifferent
Yet heaving persistence
With every decision
The outcome is rigid

Mortality hates
That there is an end
To everything we wanna protect
Blue screens emulate when i was a kid
Nothing would phase me
Save me once again

Verbally gone
No, i don't wanna talk
Deteriorate what i ate till i rot
It takes up a lot; my energy's shot
Take in the scent of a bird that was caught
It's leading me home
Mentally not or physically there
I continue to trot
I'm walking on air; mentality rose
But then i wake up to find out i'm alone

Shadows approach as they
Rip me apart from my desk
All they had wanted was means to an end
But i sense dishonesty filling their heads
You don't know grief till it's conquered your chest

I'm still not impressed
Seventeen and counting
Oh please, i digress
From everyone around me
I'll tear me to shreds;
Fed up with the scowling
I'm a rodent; the fox it is prowling

It was so different long ago
I can't get rid of this vertigo
But honest to god, who would've known
That being hurt feels like home...

Endow me
Endow me
And i'll be your hatred

Endow me
Endow me
Endow me in all your hatred