Lyrics Helloagain - bottom surgery

I planted a garden
I watched it grow
I weep tears of joy
I reap the seeds that I sewed

I burned a letter in june
I sent the ash in the post
Yet I still feel the urge
To relapse and lose hope

I can still feel it dragging me inside
I can still feel it crawling, it creeps up at night
I can still feel it dragging me inside
I can still feel it crawling, it creeps up at night