Lyrics Please Follow Closely - bottom surgery

My eyes
Sunken crystalline
All i ask now
Is forgiveness please
I can't turn away
I can't do anything
Please follow

Your jealous god
Punishing me
For crimes of existence
It asks me to bleed
I can't turn away
I hereby conceed
All I ask now
Please follow closely

Now open your hymnal
To page twenty-three
Join chorus or don't
You can choose to refrain

I wish that I knew now
What I knew at nineteen
You can die countless deaths
But only one sets you fre