Lyrics Letter 2 Myself - boy with a guitar

(A letter to myself)
(Yuh, a letter to myself)

The things that make me smile just make me cry
Memory of dead, keep me alive
Met you, strange time in my life
Now, I just sit, watch the days go by
Keep to myself 'bout to seek you out
I keep getting lost in what I've found
I sleep every night in a different house
I be outside, I can't talk now

Back to the start
Think I played my best cards
Back to the start
I got an ace and an broken heart
Just play your part (Your part!)
Always act like I'm going far (-ing far!)
I'll play my part (My part!)
Just a prop that you'll play for a laugh

The things that make me smile just make me cry
Memory of dead, keep me alive
Met you, strange time in my life
Now, I just sit, watch the days go by
Keep to myself 'bout to seek you out
I keep getting lost in what I've found
I sleep every night in a different house
I be outside, I can't talk now

It's getting late, I need to make it back before my curfew
And if it's bad or if it's great, I still will not deserve you
And I'll never know you good enough to ever learn you
I know I got an edge but, no, I didn't wanna hurt you
Time machine to 2019
Shot myself like I made a scene
On his knees, as he bleeds
Said "How could you do this to me?"
Said "I'm not mean, you'll come to see"
"Why you should be grateful, please"
A broken heart is replaced but it did not belong to thee