Lyrics Naive (feat. Srrygate) - chriad

I'll try to make the most of everything I've got
But I don't want to feel loved when I'm really not
And I'm sorry that I'm running all out of fake smiles
Guess I just haven't felt safe in a while
An empty space is eating my insides
And when you said you'd stay forever guess you lied
Guess you lied
Why'd you do that
Guess you lied
I guess I died
What happened last week
Was it the drugs or was it me that made you leave
I wrote it down in my book
I signed it with my blood and yours
Cause yours
You're the one that broke my heart
I know I fell apart
I know losing one is hard
But losing me is worse
The only way is down
When my feet left the ground
I won't feel a thing
The pain will go away
The pain will fade away
And you're the one to blame
I'm too fucking anxious to even want to go to sleep
But I don't know if I prefer the nightmares or reality
I miss the nights you'd hold my head against your chest
But now I'm alone
It's hard to call this my home
I was naive to believe that you would never leave
My bed is cold and empty without your warmth next to me
I was so in love with you and you'll never love me back
I cared the most for you and you'll never show love back