Lyrics Decisions - cjdadonnn

I got decisions to make in this life that I'm livin', and no i'm not I'm trippin
I don't say how I feel, I just bottle it up when I talk, cause I know they don't listen
They don't even care how I'm feelin
Face a wood then I get reminiscent

All these drugs got me stuck on the floor, protecting my heart, I don't fuck with these hoes
You don't love me so just let me go
I'm finna take off like I've been a Migo
Let me go, now I'm out here at roaming all in my face I'd rather be lonely

How you hatin', You say you my homie, all on my own cause these niggas be phony
Why I gotta watch my friends, can't break this bond cause we too locked in
I keep it ten times ten, gotta watch on my wrist now I feel like Ben, huh
I'm balling hard like I wear 23, I want sex, money, drugs, got that shit on repeat

Show me a nigga who realer than me, and I bet that you unless a nigga can't breathe, nah
You gotta wait till I'm gone and dead,
fuck yo' opinion, don't care what you said
I already know who I am, I really don't give a damn
Striking shit, bitch I'ma striker

I'ma fuck that hoe and I don't even like her
She say that she love me, heartbreak kid
Come like I'm Shawn Michaels
(gah damn)
When she eat the dick, she like to beatbox

In the crib with a freak thot
She's snatching my soul, it feel like a detox
Swear, she makin' my feet lock
That nigga a bitch, he sendin' out cheap shots

I get fresh in some Filas
But I don't even wear that shit
What's on my feet? I got Rick, Ricky
Ricky that Owens, oh, I win

Really committed some sins, and Im tryna win
I ain't even focused on friends
And I'm
Really loving the life that i'm living
But I gotta get it cause no i'm not finished

I'll be happy when I touch a milli
You did me wrong and I'll never forget it
I got decisions to make in this life that i'm living, and no I'm not trippin

I don't say how I feel, I just bottle it up
When I talk to how, I know they don't listen
They don't even care how I'm feelin
Face a wood then I get reminiscent

I don't show em my pain, I just bottle it up
Why the fuck they don't ask how I'm feelin'
Got my headphones on, be smoking on strong I just be keepin' my distance