Lyrics truthful - craw feat. M4RS

Welcome to the fucking show
You hear me now I'll say hello
Now watch me chop the fucking flow
There's white shit going up my nose

It's like nobody fucking knows
My heart went cold and now it froze
How I don't mean to go expose
Every substance that's on my clothes

I said that I'm a fucking junky
Why don't you just say you love me
How come you say you're above me
Planned it all this wasnt lucky

Hiding how much I'm ingesting
Like I'm busy fucking testing
How much I can take when stressing
I don't answer fucking questions

Run around with fucking demons
Looking like they're double teaming
When they cross they got me screaming
I can't tell if I'm just dreaming

Everything I never said
The thought of loving you is dead
You see me moving on instead
When you thought you were in my head

I'm caught up in my different ways
I never fail to go amaze
Myself when I'm lost in my days
It's like I gotta set the stage

I tried to be a better man
When I feel numb I pop a xan
Your empty touch it fills my hands
Nobody round me understands

I keep it all hidden within
I'll show you all just with a binge
I'll show you what this business is
I'll tell you what this sickness is

It's like I gotta play pretend
With visions showing me the end
I got some titles to defend
It's hard for me to comprehend

Lost in my head again
Like where'd I put that map

It's tough for me to get a grasp
Catch a high like it's a pass
Aimed too high and got my ass kicked
Put it in the past
There's so much that I got into this
It's time I get it back

Imma take a rip
For any friend not in attendance
I'm so fucking lit and I ain't even get to 10 rips
I don't want attention I could miss my exit
You could bet it when it come down to the line
I get desperate Imma get it

We survive
I'm just not up as much
But who's surprised
Pop a pilly then use vitamins as cover up
Got some filthy habits
I ain't been too proud of picking up
But I sure as hell wouldn't change nothing
I just gotta rearrange something

Let's talk drugs now that's a great subject
I know real dudes who lost they life to a fake subtance
Imma blow down so much tree you think a hurricane coming
Brace yourself hit after hit and now I'm spacing out

I'm caught up in my different ways
I never fail to go amaze
Myself when I'm lost in my days
It's like I gotta set the stage

I tried to be a better man
When I feel numb I pop a xan
Your empty touch it fills my hands
Nobody round me understands

I keep it all hidden within
I'll show you all just with a binge
I'll show you what this business is
I'll tell you what this sickness is

It's like I gotta play pretend
With visions showing me the end
I got some titles to defend
It's hard for me to comprehend

I can't describe the way I live
Don't even know what day it is
I take another sedative
This shit is so repetitive

I don't care what you said you did
You know that I'm ahead of it
You know this wasn't my intent
This isn't what I represent

Like feeling lost without a cause
Is something that I don't applaud
It's nothing when I hide I'm flawed
I'm hoping you don't find me sprawled

I guess I need to clear my vision
Cut you off I do division
Feeling like there's something missing
On a different type of mission

I'm caught up in my different ways
I never fail to go amaze
Myself when I'm lost in my days
It's like I gotta set the stage

I tried to be a better man
When I feel numb I pop a xan
Your empty touch it fills my hands
Nobody round me understands

I keep it all hidden within
I'll show you all just with a binge
I'll show you what this business is
I'll tell you what this sickness is

It's like I gotta play pretend
With visions showing me the end
I got some titles to defend
It's hard for me to comprehend