Lyrics shooting stars - 静的 Static , fishkid

Why am I such a God damn fool?
Every time I see your name light up my phone, I need to puke
But I can't get back to you
I'm not too well

Writing stories in my bed
Of all the ways I wish that my life would just end or play instead
But I can't go back
I'm sorry you cared

Well, maybe I wasn't meant to feel that high
Rather, I am at a loss thinking I could be alright
But I still miss you, dear
And I would trade it all

If shooting stars could make me wake up in better states
I'd sell my soul to the first one to claim a comet came
My heart is beating like soldiers marching to darker days
And I can't seem to get by

I wasn't meant to get this far, I guess
When it fell through the cracks
It felt like it would end me again

Oh, if shooting stars could make me wake up in better states
I'd sell my soul to the first one to claim a comet came
My heart is beating like soldiers marching to darker days
And I can't seem to get by