Lyrics NMB (Not My Blood) [feat. abbot] - gravehours , Abbot

Yeah I feel at home at a fucking show
You might want me dead but now I can go
Do it on my own I don't need no hoe
What the fuck did you really think didn't fucking know?

And we swerving
Yeah, Lane to lane, fucking with the same clique
Ain't no overnight shit, I'm a misfit, suck my dick
I do this shit a little different than all of you other niggas
Isolated but coexist

If it wasn't for my friends I'd be in agony
Or feeling like I'm not supposed be
Yeah, I love my fucking family
Not my blood, the ones that fuck with me

Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood

Shorty said wassup, she hit my my phone
Fuck it I don't care I've always been alone
Boy I pray to god, if he ain't fucking real
Ran into the devil, bitch you know the deal

I find myself when I'm intoxicated
One day I'll look back see how far I've made it
Hope I don't give up and lose motivation
Without you I got through the suffocation

Hold up my nigga relax I feel like all you rappers just cap
Shorty confused by the strap but she put that ass back on my lap
And I'm not the good guy I'm an asshole
When I pull up with a MAC don't make me put that in attack mode

I might pull up with a strap, shoot that nigga if he lack
I don't give a fuck
Shoot the one on one
Fade, then don't

I say shit isn't getting to me
But it's already under my skin I can feel it
Crawling inside so I reach for the knife
Then I stencil the area so I could peel it I think it's apparent
It's fucking with me
You think this shit is for love but it's only made me the more distant

Then I skrrt off in a drop top
I fell in love with the color of my wristwatch
In the whip with my nigga like it's co-op
That's why your dumbass don't understand why I don't call

What do you want me to say?
I just all in the way
Feeling like shit's pointless
Imma throw it all away
Just like Ye said you're not perfect but you're not your mistakes
I'm feeling paranoid, paranoid, pair of niggas I wanna avoid

What can I say?
Stuck in my ways
I wouldn't change but you tried anyway
Don't you tell me it's too late for me
Hope I get over this pain I see

You're in my nightmares
You're in my dreams
Why can I fight fear?
Now I never sleep
My stomach feels hollow, these pills that I swallow
I keep to myself cause it's only my problem