Lyrics better me - guccihighwaters , ṣoftheart

Too many problems I got no options
Another summer, I'ma fall in the autumn
If you're my home, then my heart is like the centerpiece
Crawling on my corpse, eating at it like a centipede
I wish I got a callback
Laying on your porch like a doormat
Dormant I'm inside its storming
Thin walls you hear my recordings
Wrong place wrong time, I got the wrong mind
I'm in too deep, I gotta rewind
I'm chasing your feeling, neglecting my instinct
I know that you think about him when you kiss me
Laugh it off
She don't fuck with me unless I tap it raw
Baby that's my job
I break that jaw
Insurance got it covered, got a really good idea
Keep it hidden from your mother

I just ran out, I need more now
Screaming at it like he 'bouta tear the door down, ay
There's parts of my head I won't explore now
When I think of you, and I'm just looking at the floor now
Mistrusting, lift me when I fall then drop me
If you want it to stop then stop me
I promise you girl that monster's not me
It's so much different when you look on me
On the outside, all good on the outside
But look on the inside, nothing makes sense
Find me catching a high somewhere in my head
Yeah were all just tryna get by, work until I'm dead
At night I swear I see faces on the edge of my bed
I tried my best still it just turned out less
Smoke up in my breath help lift up all of my stress
Baby trust me when you left
You don't know what that meant
You don't know what that meant

Trust me, it's just too damn hard to love me
No one to count on, its just me
Move on start a new, sounds lovely
Too good to be true, it must be
Must burn all your accessories
My head still has all the memories
I tried, all types of therapy
Still, I can't, can't find a better me

Trust me, it's just too damn hard to love me
No one to count on, its just me
Move on start a new, sounds lovely
Too good to be true, it must be
Must burn all your accessories
My head still has all the memories
I tried, all types of therapy
Still, I can't, can't find a better me