Lyrics not coming back, not far enough - guesst

Take my shirt off, throw it on the floor
Stare down the mirror longer than before
Never guessed that I'd spend energy on being small
Shed my astro persona check it at the door

Had it figured out when studded belts were cool
Had it figured out if only then I knew

Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough

Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough

I got too much shit rattling around inside my head
Remember nights of headphones sleeping at my desk
I want to feel what it was like
To be in love and one track minded
Whats even worse I realize
That I can feel that any time

But I don't
Its all in my control
But I don't
Please help me to unfold

Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough

Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough
Not comin' back, not far enough