Lyrics I <3 Getting Hurt - handkerchief code

Fuck this wall
I don't know what you want me to say to you
It's just that
That forest is where I went to lose my mind
I hurt myself
I wrapped a belt around my neck
And tried to choke myself to death
And now you want me to get introspective about it
You've made me write like seven things about what it could've been
And I told you the truth
I'm sleep deprived
I'm hungry
I'm sorry
I'm irate
I just wanna go home