Lyrics I'LL NEVER HAVE AN ANSWER - jantonomi

I was your laugh, right?
Part of my past life
Pardon me for seekin' happiness with you
A part of me got ripped out and then left with you
A part of me still thinkin' 'bout what we could do
But how you fix some that's not really there?
I gave you trust, patience, all of my care
I loved you more than I loved myself
You broke me down, now I'm building myself
At the end it was just me and myself
Ugh, you're such an idiot
Can we be serious?
You play games poker facin' and you mysterious
You left me curious
And I got many questions
Is it that I wasn't good enough? Don't need an answer
I'm fighting another chance just to hear an answer
I'm disappointed only danced with you once
I'm disappointed I ain't kissed you enough
I'm disappointed I don't miss you enough
I'm disappointed that you never came over
I'm disappointed that I never picked you up
I'm disappointed that I didn't pull you closer
When you was cryin' used my chest like a pillow
I gave you time, never gave me an answer
You said it's school, and I found that one random
You switch the topic like a tv, the channel
It hurts me that I won't be there for you
It hurts me that I left myself for you
I took the knife out, now I let blood spill
It's on your hands won't you comfort me just still