Lyrics PRESENT DAY - javid

Some things I can't change
In the present day
The present day
They might take my place
I can't stay awake
They're still on my case
In the present day
The present day
They don't know my fate
I should hide my face
I should act more fake
I cause all my pain
And then I feel betrayed
In the present day
I'm young again

I don't trust my brain
I'm free in my cage
I should play a game
Burnout 3, Road Rage
On the track since a teenager
All the roads get paved
I still pay my way
I still live with pain
All my faith has changed
I can't grow up, it's too late
The way we used to be
I miss feeling seen
And I miss the ease
My false security
Lying next to you
Keep lying to me
Sick and dying and in debt
All of my friends go through hell
All of my friends get depressed
All of my friends till the end
I heard she's on the mend
I had something to lend
I think I gotta spend it on myself
I gotta buy some pain meds
I was seeing red
It's nothing compared to you though
I still think ahead
You keep playing dead
It's not long till the end, no

Yeah, yeah, uh
Wish we could all get along
I'll go write a song
I'd take such good care of you
Just take care of me too
I say that I'm lonely
But I'm never alone
I could be doing more
But music's what I need
It's not you, it's me
When I miss you, I smoke weed
Spend years in a dream state
Since 2018
I've been wasting time
I've been wasting time
I've been wasting time
Just like "Why, God, why?"