Lyrics lay with me - juxpls

Lay with me
Lay with me
I think I'm ready
For what possibly it could be

But lemme show you
Adore you
But all gone

But it's already there
But it's already there
I know it's so much to bare

And your laying with me
How does it feel now?
Doesn't it feel so magical
How everything is like so normal

I don't want everything, everything
To feel so chaotic
For this madness
Everything will be okay in a few years
Probably you'll catch some of my tears
And probably it's gonna be okay at midnight
When I couldn't even see you at sight

Probably the end of this story
Probably it was so boring
I wasted your time
But I wasted mine

I loved you
But you gotta lie to be so you
You had to choose
I don't wanna lose
Anything for you

I hope you get your happy ending
While I'm still here mending
And healing and finding these words
But I hope your hurt