Lyrics Paying For Love Crimes - kaywonderboy

Got a new girl every week
I got a girl who think we got a strong bond
But that shit really weak
I just told Kayla that I'm indecisive
But it isn't in her to leave
She say she like me and want me forever
But i just don't know what i need
She keep saying that I'm mean

She say that i treat her like do not want her
She acting like she my baby or my daughter
And heard me debating if i should abort her
I think i need space I'm heading for the boarder
She acting like
Like i don't treat her nice
Like she ain't in my mind like some lice
Like ion give her sugar with the spice
Like i don't beat that pussy like a fight

But i got a lot that's going on in my life
2020 hitting hard, it coulda went left
I'm tryna end the year right
All the help that i done gave niggas
You would think they'd go and do me right
All the lyrics i done wrote for women
Who don't think about me when they write

I don't ever ask for recognition
If i get it I'm always surprised
I'm tired of looking people in their eyes
And getting my heart ready for lies
And that's why i push em away
Tryna be a step ahead of the pain
But I'm always running late
And if i gotta be alone
Then fuck it I know ima be straight

Niggas fake and think I'm blind to it
Why press you over nothing
When i could blow up if i just put my mind to it
Me and Quianna ain't seeing i eye to eye
I prolly shoulda never crossed lines
Or maybe it just was the wrong time
Maybe I'm paying for love crimes
Shit, I don't know