Lyrics if i so much as let my mind wander i come crawling back to you - kendy

I shouldn't hate myself
But boy oh boy i do

And if i so much as let my mind wander
I come crawling
Back to you

Do you ever look inside
And try to find me where i hide
So do you ever look inside
I think i've caught you in your lies

I shouldn't hate myself
But boy oh boy i do

And if i so much as let my mind wander
I come crawling
Back to you

I shouldn't hate myself
But boy oh boy i do

And if i so much as let my mind wander
I come crawling
Back to you

So where are you? where am i?
All these places flowing by
Am i the villain in your mind?
Relapse, maybe, not tonight

Can you find me where i hide
Will you visit when i die?
Is it finished, can i cry?
Love to lonely by my side

I shouldn't hate myself
But boy oh boy i do