Lyrics i don't want to fade away - kenzo!

I don't want to fade away
All of these scars
I hope they go away
So I can stay forever with you
These thoughts, yeah, they cloud my head
Make me want to be dead
Is it something, that I said
Cause baby, tell me

And then I cry out for help, nobody listens
When I die, bury me in a casket
With red roses, and kisses
Cause I, can't stand one second alive
Think, I be losing my mind
Am I really losing my mind
I don't know, hope I'll be fine

(yeah, yeah)
Cocaine right next to my bed
Four days, I ain't had no sleep
Had to come back down, just to have a nightmare
Woke up from a nightmare to another one
Nobody told me that these drugs are really not so fun
So I fade away, into the dark
Pick me up, leave me scarred
What do you, want to do
Catch me dead, would you cry
Or would you do something to save me
Probably not, cause all my friends push me away
All I'm left with to say
I don't want to fade away