Lyrics Summercamp - lil kyo XR

What up, nephew? Wanted to give you a shout
Tell you I loves you
It's a been a minute since we spoke
I hope all is well
I know you doing your thing with the music
Keep pushing, chase your dreams
If you don't chase your dreams, what can you chase? Nothing
Life is a vapor
It's real quick, so keep pushing
I love you, give me a shout sometime
Yea

Yea (brrt!) (now this is summer camp!)
Yea (brrt!) (I've been that mf since DOOM nigga!)
Look

Bread worth the bounty
Nicotine on my fingers, blunt wrapped from salary
Smoking on my dowry
Fuck all of albany (yea!)
This city ain't proud of me, just my ways
Trapped on a treadmill I'm set in to stay in place (woah!)
Disconsolate and moody, it reeks in my house
Devils on my ottoman so I sleep on the couch
Talismans in the crib to try to keep me from rust
Family portrait of niggas I look to that ain't even blood
Let me reconsider my schism of niggas I fit with
The feel indifferent at least for the minute if My mood switches
I'm sorry, you get it, a cause of hopeless
My heart too open
Enigma a stigma
Not a puzzle to ponder
Man, I'm color-coded
Yea

I'm not hard to figure out
All my emotions are really hand me downs
Linger to the thoughts that I felt in this realm
Cerebrate my feel of hate that I have for myself (I hate myself)
Drunk myself to sleep when my ma died, I was hurting
Funny how the well that ripples disturbs the surface
Another day gone, the earth revolves
My spirit evolves, I splinter my heart
With women to try to deal with the loss
Of feeling caught up
Mussolini
Sometimes I look in the mirror but Ion't even see me
To the guys, I'm the one
But to me, don't want to be me
Came a long way from bumping Childish Gambino's Camp with a beanie
This is summer camp

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Mama said find a way
To dig out your soul
Your highs are only lows if it flies away
Don't ever let it go
Don't ever let it go
Said find a way
To dig out your soul
Your highs are only lows if it flies away
Don't ever let it go
Don't ever let it go

Apple of my eye
Fruit of my labor
I promised I could save her
But I could never save her
Sadness turns to anger (Mama said find a way)
All the pain still lingers (To dig out your soul)
I promised I could save her
But I could never save her
(Don't ever let it go, don't ever let it go)
Na na na na

Mama said find a way
To dig out your soul
Your highs are only lows if it flies away
Don't ever let it go
Don't ever let it go