Lyrics Intrusive Thoughts - loneliestofstars

Stop
Stop

And I don't wanna die if I wake up
So I ain't slept for the longest time
And I don't wanna wait till I grow up
Yeah I just wanna live I can't read each sign
Inside its difficult to show up
But it seems fine watching from the outside
I'm thinking to myself why I show love
I'm asking myself why I act so kind

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard
Right until it crashes inside my mind
So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom
Thinking of the times where I almost died
Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood
I'm asking myself can I chase this high
I'll only see in the next life
My only excuse is that I still try

I see things they'll never see
Spread my wings and set me free
Fallen angels let me be
I know your the same as me
It's so difficult I leave
It's so difficult to breathe
If I say you won't believe
All I wanted was some peace
Fall asleep but I still dream about it
Dream about it
Gone for the week but I still think about it
Think about it
Contemplate what I'm gonna do next
Wake up late
Send a triple text
Trying to live but I can't live without it
Live without it

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard
Right until it crashes inside my mind
So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom
Thinking of the times where I almost died
Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood
Asking myself can I chase this high
I'll only see in the next life
My only excuse is that I still try

Now there's intrusive thoughts down the boulevard
Right until it crashes inside my mind
So I'm smoking cigarettes in the bathroom
Thinking of the times where I almost died
Chasing it down dreams of Hollywood
Asking myself can I chase this high
I'll only see in the next life
My only excuse is that I still try