Lyrics flaws + mistakes - midwxst archive

Flaws and mistakes
We're not human, give me time and I'll change
There's some days that I hate
Shit that I can't control, like acne on my face
And problems that come with my skin and my race
So many suicide notes I threw away 'cause I ain't ever wanna be a burden
People say they care for me, don't know that shit for certain anymore

If I didn't text her then I wouldn't get a text back, but I should expect that now
'Cause, "Friends are forever," oh, that's what they say
Then why do my all my friends end up hurting me?
I screamed out for help while you dug out my grave
I hate the last thing that I saw was your face
And you tossed our memories and my corpse away
And nailed down my coffin to make sure I stayed (oh)

Maybe finally I can get time to myself (oh)
Got my finger on the trigger, if I shoot I'll kill the old me
I've been tryna move on, but slowly
And yeah, I may avoid home, it's lonely (oh)
Don't feel like myself, feel like a phony (oh)

Maybe finally I can get time to myself (oh)
Got my finger on the trigger, if I shoot I'll kill the old me
I've been tryna move on, but slowly
And yeah, I may avoid home, it's lonely (oh)
Don't feel like myself, feel like a phony