Lyrics tired! - monikrr

I've been growing up fast for as long as I know
Under the shadow you cast, I've hit a new low
Cos this is all I have, I can't stand on my own
Got me sick and fucking tired, might just get up and go

You've been blowing up fast, left your friends in the cold
Drive everyone mad with all the strings that you pull
Now you're buried in the sand you met your end all alone
You must be sick and fucking tired, weighing sins up in gold

Call me a diamond in the rough I don't believe you
If everything I'll ever be equates to "I just miss you"
Letting up for so long but I think that that's an issue
Always switching up well now there's nothing left to switch to

I can't deny lately I think I'm a little deranged
But I won't lie maybe there are things that I can't explain
I'm tongue-tied daily never knowing what I should say
I don't really know if I'll keep going at this rate

The world's been fucked for as long as I know
And I think that I'm stuck, I've hit a new low
Yeah, this is my crutch, I can't stand on my own
So why the fuck is it killing me, I want to know

I've been growing up fast for as long as I know
Under the shadow you cast, I've hit a new low
Cos this is all I have, I can't stand on my own
Got me sick and fucking tired, might just get up and go

You've been blowing up fast, left your friends in the cold
Drive everyone mad with all the strings that you pull
Now you're buried in the sand you met your end all alone
You must be sick and fucking tired, weighing sins up in gold