Lyrics jump and fall - mxrrow

Fate is fake as fuck I know
I don't even know where to go
Who to trust and who to love
I left everyone alone
No they're not, it's me alone
Had to do this for myself
Either way I would be dead
Either way I would kill myself
Yeah, either way I would kill myself
Even though I wanna end it all
Fuck friends and fucking love
No I don't know what I want
Ohh maybe I just want some love
Maybe I just want some friends
Maybe I just want some hugs
All I want is so useless
So useless, I am so useless
So useless
Maybe it's my fate?
Don't know if I'm blessed
By the things around
Feels like I am cursed
But fuck it, fuck it what they did
Fuck the hate and fucking friends
Why does everyone around wanna see me fucking dead?
They took all of my friends wasn't this shit all enough?
I don't even fucking care
Shoot me come and slit my throat
What did I do wrong, was I not enough?
Maybe I should ask god?
It's so quiet, why?
Do I have to wait?
Please just show me a sign
Devil smirking next to me I should prolly take his side
He said: "what will you do, since youre now alone?
You don't have anyone who would give you love
But no this ain't your fault
They will see it all
Take my hand and let's
Let's just jump and fall
jump and fall
jump and fall
jump and fall