Lyrics line (feat. Pekarot) - pnut

Missing some pieces
I forgot the reason
I was stuck in some lucid trip
Guess I needed this
I don't think you should watch me like I'm an entity
But maybe that's the birds and the bees for when you're feeling weak
At night alone
What did I do wrong

I stepped over the stupid line again
I couldn't ever want to be friends
Only needed when missing is like a sin
So I held that finger up cause I'm a free man
Even with my legs shackled to the skin
Learned to turn my head against all my demons
Grew my limbs and went to Oregon
Held me down and found some peace and reason

I thought I was beneath him
But I was just stuck in his bed
My worth was on his head
I wish I could just erase the thoughts that have affected me
I think about the pictures of me he has of intimacy
God I hope it goes
At least I got out on my own

I would have died if I waited
A second more begging bad feet on that floor
Where I cried myself to sleep
But here I am holding my own hand again
Kissing on lips that I understand and I feel so warm to be alive

I stepped over the stupid line again
I couldn't ever want to be friends
Only needed when missing is like a sin
So I held that finger up cause I'm a free man
Even with my legs shackled to the skin
Learned to turn my head against all my demons
Grew my limbs and went to Oregon
Held me down and found some peace and reason