Lyrics 3 Am - reeka

I'm all alone with my thoughts again
It's been a few weeks on my own
Doing nothing but using my phone
Just to watch the whole world
Getting closer and closer to falling
So don't you fall in
Or you'll go calling again, again, again

Now it's 3 am, and I'm staring at the ceiling
Losing my voice singing things I don't believe in
I don't know how to feel things I shouldn't feel and
I don't know why I want to feel like I was feeling before
Oh what if I can't cope
With all the stress I'm feeling life feels hard
And I know I can't be who I really want

I got tired of the words that I say to myself
When I'm feeling like hell and livid
I don't know why I cut myself off
From the world or why I am still in it
I can't tell if I could be more than I am
Or at least how people see me
I keep doubting myself while
Everyone else is doing what I'm wishing

Now it's 3 am, and I'm staring at the ceiling
Losing my voice singing things I don't believe in
I don't know how to feel things I shouldn't feel and
I don't know why I want to feel like I was feeling before
Oh what if I can't cope
With all the stress I'm feeling life feels hard
And I know I can't be who I really want