Lyrics shotgun carousel - rouri404

Know I always take too long
Can't decide what I want
Don't know who you'll become

Because like every time that we talk
Don't know why you always watch me fall
Painting my brains on the wall
Know you had it all, had it all
Know you had it all, had it all

Can't help but look back and it's tragic
Only want this now I know that I can't have it
Waking up, my body wrapped in plastic
Know you done shit that couldn't imagine
Think you let this happen

Watch it all go back to the way it was
Scared of your look and afraid of touch
Seeing you again, what has this become?
Think I lost confidence when you crossed the line
Said it only could get better, know you never lie
I've been waiting for forever, know it never come in time
Flood of memories, it hits me every night
Wonder which thoughts are mine

You crawled inside
I'm not coming back for you
Don't put your trust in me
I can still see you there when I'm passin' through
Don't talk, still you place the blame
I could do this forever
Just staring at the wall
Still scared when I hear your call

Because like every time that we talk
Don't know why you always watch me fall
Painting my brains on the wall
Know you had it all, had it all
Know you had it all, had it all

Can't help but look back and it's tragic
Only want this now I know that I can't have it
Waking up, my body wrapped in plastic
Know you done shit that I couldn't imagine
Think you let this happen

(Had it all, had it all, had it)
(Had it all, had it all, had it)
(Had it all, had it all, had it) (don't know why you always watch me)
(Had it all, had it all, had it) (don't know why you always watch me fall)