Lyrics Calling - s1rk

Drink in my hand on a Friday
Wish you would've came back to my place
Never asked you to leave but baby, why stay?
Its getting hard for me to take all of these migraines
And I got some problems
Ever since you left, no I cannot solve 'em, uh
Try to stay up on top of 'em but everytime, demons just follow up
Couple of bottles of pills that I think I should go swallow up
Cause I was all for us and ever since we broke up

I've always wanted you back from the very first day
But I'm knowing damn well, god forbid, it ain't the same
Some things happened between us only I could take the blame
Oh, if I could have you back, I know I wouldn't change a thing
Change a thing
Oh, I wouldn't change a thing
Love you just the way you are, I'll never change a thing
No I can't fall in love with you, not again
Need to numb all of this pain
Got me sippin' on that drink cause

I got some demons on top of me
They just be fighting me
They go and ride on the back
I really wish she would call me cause I been so lonely ever since she walked out the back
These other bitches be calling but I just be stalling cause they wanna sit on my lap
Honestly, I really want her back
I'll take her out and buy that shanel bag
After that we can go straight to the bank
I'm big on love, strong like a tank
and she's just in love, warm in the paint
Hearts too big, guess I don't know my strength
Cause all I ever did was push her away
And I really wish I could call you my bae
All I can do is see you from a range
The things that I'm feeling are strange

I've always wanted you back from the very first day
But I'm knowing damn well, god forbid, it ain't the same
Some things happened between us only I could take the blame
Oh, if I could have you back, I know I wouldn't change a thing
Change a thing
Oh, I wouldn't change a thing
In love with all your flaws and its driving me insane
Who's to blame?

(Ring) Bae I'm calling ya
Never answer, why did I fuck it up?
Goddamn, why are you so popular?
I've just been sitting here, stuck in my room and all I do is stare at my monitor
She drained me away like a colander
Until then Imma keep calling her
Until I finally get to walk with her
I went to war with love, and no I didn't win
Stuck in my mind, all I do is repent
Locked with these demons inside of this pin
And bae I was tripping, I don't want revenge
I thought I was falling in love with your friend
But bae I'm sorry, can we just make amends
I'm tired of losing, I just wanna win
But I keep taking L's
I told you I fell harder for you than anyone else
Trapped in a cell, please just help me
I don't think I'll ever get well
Start wishing me well, I'm going to hell, uh
I'm not sure where I fell from
I realize that we ain't even last long
I'm starting to wish that I took you to prom

I- I got-
(I got some demons on top of me)
(They just be fighting me)
(They go and ride on the back)
(I really wish she would call me cause I been so lonely ever since she walked out the back)
(These other bitches be calling but I just be stalling cause they wanna sit on my lap)
(Honestly, I really want her back)
(I'll take her out and buy that shanel bag)

(I've always wanted you back from the very first day)
(But I'm knowing damn well, god forbid, it ain't the same)
(Some things happened between us only I could take the blame)
(Oh, if I could have you back, I know I wouldn't change a thing)
Change a thing
Oh, I wouldn't change a thing
In love with all your flaws and its driving me insane
Who's to blame?
You deserve a diamond ring
I apologize for like everything in advance, I'm not the same
(I apologize for like everything in advance, I'm not the same)