Lyrics bondbreaker - sadeyes

I'm on the brink of giving up

I've been going out, I've been drinking late
I've been distant since the day I had to walk away
I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

All this trauma leave me stubborn, it's embarrassing
I've been dealt too many cards, this isn't fair to me
I'ma lose it when I'm drunk, so I prepare to be
I'm astonishingly sober, 'til you stare at me

I've been going out, I've been drinking late
I've been distant since the day I had to walk away
I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

T-t-t-this is patient death