Lyrics i fall apart - sadeyes

I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over
But I'm honestly so tired of this room
Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say
But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you

I fall apart
Whenever I'm not with you
I fall apart
Whenever my heart's not in tune

Am I the one you want? Do you see yourself with me?
Am I merely just a project, something you can tweak?
Is there anybody out there that feels the way I do?
I get super duper nauseous, so dizzy I could puke
I keep missing all my deadlines and freaking out my dad
I don't know if I'm okay but, God, I hate it when they ask 'cause
I'm not good at lying, I really wish I was
To be honest, I should never buy a gun
I'd kill myself for fun

I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over
But I'm honestly so tired of this room
Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say
But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you

I fall apart
Whenever I'm not with you
I fall apart
Whenever my heart's not in tune