Lyrics expectin' a difference - scxlez

Try it again
Expectin'
A difference
And it ain't
Ever endin'
I'm stuck here
Til' the end
There's no end
I can't even
Comprehend
What it meant
When it said
"all in your head"
Then it left
And drifted
Away from me
I look up while
Spiraling down
Sinking deeper
Into the sound
One life left
Hopin' i lost count
Spiders under skin
Can't seem to get them out
Stay away from me
I'm digging under deep
Let me in
Don't leave me be
I take it back
Don't wanna be trapped
In a maze, eating rats
Til' you come back
Try it again
Expectin'
A difference
And it ain't
Ever endin'
I'm stuck here
Til' the end
There's no end
I can't even
Comprehend
What it meant
When it said
"all in your head"
Then it left
And drifted
Away from me
Fuck, i'm suffocating
I can't breathe, oh, i can't breathe
No i can't-
Leave me alone
I don't want
You to see
What i am
Stay off my phone
I can't breathe
I can't sleep
Yeah, i'm damned
Even if you
Were all good
Like you said
You're still lost
No gps
Life's dessert
Sucks you dry
Left to rot
I can't even
Let go of
The good times
With these rhymes
Tried it again
Expectin' a difference
That's insane
Why pick me?
What's so good?
Shoulda been him not me
You wish you would
Stay the fuck back
I cannot
Hold your hand
Through it all
Why'd you do that?
And not text?
And not ask?
And not call?
See what you've done?
You're evil
Traced in blood
Not my fault
Carved in my brain
Now my brain's
In pieces
On my wall
Try it again
Expectin'
A difference
And it ain't
Ever endin'
I'm stuck here
Til' the end
There's no end
I can't even
Comprehend
What it meant
When it said
"all in your head"
Then it left
And drifted
Away from me
Try it again
Expectin'
A difference
And it ain't
Ever endin'
We're stuck here
Til' the end
There's no end
I can't even
Comprehend
What she meant
When she said
"better off dead"
Then she left
And drifted
Out of it