Lyrics hopeless - shikaibandz feat. 25WEST

I recall how it used to be
Everytime you show up in my memories
Said you loved me too but it was all pretend
I let you fuck me up time and time again

I'm so tired of trying to fix whats broken
Spent a thousand hours on this shit it's fucking hopeless
Popped a couple pills, my way of coping
Took its toll on me, i think its showing

There's a lot of things that I never said
(That I never said)
People only care about you when you're dead
(When you're dead)
I'm not going to say I wish we never met
(That we never met)
But I'm still trying to heal from all the scars you left
(From all the scars you left)

What can I say? I was replaced
Never could say that to my face
Anywhere you go you speak down on my name
Its been a while now I don't feel anything

I recall how it used to be
Everytime you show up in my memories
Said you loved me too but it was all pretend
I let you fuck me up time and time again

Loving you is hopeless, hopeless
Girl you make me so sick
I want you to know that you won't get the best of me
I gave you everything
You took the rest of me
Two hearts connected was the recipe
To cook love and feed it to my lesser me
Knowing you cut me deep
Only to watch me bleed
The taste of love is putrid
I've been feeling stupid
So I won't try to hold this up
To try and grow this
Everything is hopeless
Everything is hopeless
Hopeless