Lyrics done with me - sorrow

This is for us, no need to fuss
Breaking the trust, we both did
How do we feel so switched? No
I didn't do what you're thinking
I know I created distance, now I'm sinking

Damn, I lost control in an instant
I would be well, but I messed up, yeah
Sorry that I didn't listen
It was all innocent, no bad intentions
I know that I lied and I should've done better
To tell you the truth, it didn't come to me, it's all my fault
You should really be done with me

But you wanna stay, it's weird
Honestly, you helped me face my fears
Honestly, I wanna hate this year
But you made me happy, and that's sincere

Past the past, I promise we have fun, let's just be honest
All the memories that we'll keep forever
We can't let em' haunt us, but
I wanna make some of those with you
Crazy, it's nice feeling bulletproof

Get too drunk, I'll hold you up and look after you
Like I'm supposed to do
We shouldn't hold back, let's stay together the whole night
Maybe we'll run into snow caps, but
We could get over them, no lie

Come and cuddle up next to me, this is my therapy, uh
Look in your eyes, I see clarity
Our love is real, we're escaping in parodies
Tell you the truth, but I'll do what you're daring me
I don't want nothing except you
I wanna show you that you're fucking special

Know that I got you and they want to pressure
And fuck their opinion, 'cause you got the best one