Lyrics I'll Never Be Anything - stillnate

I'm feeling motherfucking useless
Painting this picture watch these stars turn to blueprints
They ask me nate why do you even do this
And why are you always so sad just get to moving
Well I Guess I'm just a no good for nothing stupid piece of shit
I wish you'd all get the fuck up off my dick
I know I got it all and everyday I do thank god for it
But somehow all of these voices still beat up in my head like
Like I want to give up so bad and I hope you know
Only reason that they send me a verse is because I choke
I put all of my pennies up into one big hole
Just trying to make some friends up in this game but now I'm fucking broke yeah
They'll never love me need to face the facts
I am too anxious for this I swear I'm too anxious for rap
Everytime I have to leave my house I get this pit up in my stomach
Then I got to tell myself to
To relax can't do that
Thoughts get to racing they pounce on my back
They ask me nate why do you look like you're always mad
Because I never smile when I'm feeling this bad
Sorry I don't fake it sorry that I'm not you
I don't feel great I don't pretend to
Can't afford rent I'm a fucking bum true
Still got these women on me like one two
I count them up like one two
I don't have true fans all came from another
Sorry I'm such a motherfucking bummer
Sorry my music is trash and it's underwhelming
I'll probably give up by this summer

So everytime that I'm driving down the street lately
I hope I crash sometimes just to really see baby
If god is on the other side if he's really waiting
I don't really want to know because I think death is scary
Isn't that ironic I talk about it in all of my songs and
You'd think that I'd be okay because in my songs I said
That I wanted it but truth is I'm moronic
I'm a pussy deep within the flesh

So don't listen to me I been acting like a mess
I got stress on stress on stress on stress on stress on stress
And the truth is I just can't get out my head
I just can't get out my head my head my head my head
So don't listen to me I been acting like a mess
I got stress on stress on stress on stress on stress on stress
And the truth is I just can't get out my head
I just can't get out my head my head my head my head

Yeah the truth is I just can't get out my head
Yeah the truth is I just can't get out my head
So don't listen to me I'm a mess
Yeah the truth is I just can't get out my head
So don't listen to me these days I been such a mess
And I just can't get out my head

So everytime that I'm driving down the street lately
I hope I crash sometimes just to really see baby
If god is on the other side if he's really waiting
I don't really want to know because I think death is scary
Isn't that ironic I talk about it in all of my songs and
You'd think that I'd be okay because in my songs I said
That I wanted it but truth is I'm moronic
I'm a pussy deep within the flesh

So don't listen to me I been acting like a mess
I got stress on stress on stress on stress on stress on stress
And the truth is I just can't get out my head
I just can't get out my head my head my head my head
So don't listen to me I been acting like a mess
I got stress on stress on stress on stress on stress on stress
And the truth is I just can't get out my head
I just can't get out my head my head my head my head