Lyrics Scars - stillnate

Said that I
Didn't want to fall this hard, Cause I ain't tryna hide these scars
Mix a little up tonight, a little up tonight, a little up tonight like
I didn't want to fall this hard, Cause I ain't tryna hide these scars
Mix a little up tonight, a little up tonight
And it's always the same shit, come back
I made it from the bottom, I can't yeah

Aye, There ain't no rhyme or reason to this shit I felt broken
Never spoken up, so I said I could get it then
Could I maybe win? Aye, Cause I take all these losses on the daily
Touching my cross and that's shady, I ain't religious
But pay me, fuck am I asking? I'm crazy
I need some faith, maybe baby, she by my side when it's wavy
She leave me alone when I need saving, what's that tell you bout her?
Guess she basic
So I guess she ain't the one, I'm just thinking bout checks
Life one big test for me uh and
I can't go, but sometimes I want to
When the stress be uncool, when the pain is above blue
When the shade is dark gray, and clouds illuminate
What are you gon' say? Hey, how was your day
Mine has been shitty, want her back, but I'm dizzy
Say come back when it's Fifty, keep it a hundred like Drizzy, ay
And they tryna catch up, I won't say nothing less, I didn't want to fall this hard But

I didn't want to fall this hard, Cause I ain't tryna hide these scars
Mix a little up tonight, a little up tonight
And it's always the same shit, come back
I made it from the bottom, I can't yeah