Lyrics Flower Store - tea

I wanna work at a flower store
And steal you all the roses that i couldn't afford
I don't know if i wanna live anymore
It all feels the same as it did before
I wanna feel like an open door
A shattered window on your bedroom floor
I don't know who i really am anymore
It all feels the same, but i'm never quite sure
I wanna wait here with bated breath
And cry in the corner while you lay and rest
I can be your shoulder when you feel upset
Just lay your head down, honey, please don't fret
I wanna sleep in a stranger's bed
Just to overanalyze every word you said
I don't really know if there's anything left
But i don't wanna fall in love, i wanna fall to my death