Lyrics does it really matter? - yaeow

I don't think you understand
I feel lonely in the crowd
And I don't know why I'm like that
But I rather be just by myself

Yeah, I made excuses just to get away
I'll tell you maybe when I know I'll stay
I make plans with myself
'Cause I'm scared to go out

And all of my friends, they don't call me no more
I guess they are tired of me saying no
All I need was space and time

But does it really matter
If I'm staying up 'til four
Drinking on my own?
Does it really matter
If I'm sleeping all alone
Waiting for the sun to rise again?
Baby, I'm falling down again

I don't think you know me well
I don't think I know myself
Smile when the camera is out
But honestly, that's someone else

And every party, oh, it's way too loud
I hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce
I don't know what I want
But I know that it probably isn't this

I guess I should learn but I never do
'Cause I always end up back in my room
'Cause what I needed was just space and time

But does it really matter
If I'm staying up 'til four
Drinking on my own?
Does it really matter
If I'm sleeping all alone
Waiting for the sun to rise again?
Baby, I'm falling down again