Lyrics Something's in the Way - guardin , yung van

I ain't fell in love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did
I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off
I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault
Yeah, I ain't fell in love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did
I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off
I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault

Not a nice guy but I act like one
No matter what I do, I always hurt someone
So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb
I ain't ever let myself lovе no one
No matter what I do, I always fuck this up
I don't think I'll evеr really love someone
So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb
I ain't ever let myself love no one

Yeah, I got an ice heart (An ice heart)
Fuck all your feelings, I'll tear them apart
What a nice start (Nice start)
I'm unaware that I do this, I'm sorry sweetheart
I'm a Boggart (Boggart)
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart? (Restart)
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel (My God)
And I cannot focus on all these fuckin' emotions
They constantly go unspoken
For I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching, nice (Nice)

Not a nice guy but I act like one
No matter what I do, I always hurt someone
So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb
I ain't ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do, I always fuck this up
I don't think I'll ever really love someone
So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb
I ain't ever let myself love no one

I been in my bedroom for days
I don't wanna text you, I'm afraid
You don't wanna love me? That's okay
I don't even love myself to this day
I been in my bedroom for days
I don't wanna text you, I'm afraid
You don't wanna love me? That's okay
I don't even love myself to this day

I ain't fell in love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did
I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off
I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault
Not a nice guy but I act like one
No matter what I do, I always hurt someone
So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb
I ain't ever let myself love no one