Lyrics This past December - ルカ

No more lights, darkness in the air
This past December, worst ending of the year
The world kept spinning, but I stood still in time
Some people left; like throwing a dime
No holiday cheer, just empty rooms and sighs
The calendar turned, but I couldn't open my eyes

The days all blurred, a hazy mess
A heavy heart, I must confess
The world moved fast, I felt so slow
Trying hard to just let go
The pain was deep, a constant ache
No joyful moments, for goodness sake
I kept it in, I tried to fight
The shadows I have in the night

Yeah, this past year was not the best
It put my spirit to the test
Found out what it meant to feel
Emotions so raw and real
The season came and then it went
With all the sadness it had sent
I'm moving on, that's what I'll do
Gotta start, and make it new

I learned about strength, in places I didn't know were real
Some stupid moments, it's like missing a wheel
I'll carry this with me, through every coming time
Finding my own rhythm, to make my spirit climb

Yeah, this past year was not the best
It put my spirit to the test
Found out what it meant to feel
Emotions so raw and real
The season came and then it went
With all the sadness it had sent
I'm moving on, that's what I'll do
Gotta start, and make it new