Lyrics Pounding at my Heart - Ryuichi Sakamoto

I know that you're not gonna' commit you heart to love
And you say you can't love me
But I also know your the perfect one for me
And I want you forever in my life
And I know that its seems strange
And I know its a surprise
And I know that you were never thinking
That I would be your guy
And I know that we're just friend
And I know it's hard to tell
And I know that there's no need in asking
Cause I know you oh so well
And I know you feel it too
And I see it in your eyes
And I know that there's some fear your masking
And I know your spirit cries
Something I can't say
Tearing me apart
Something I can't name
Pounding at my heart
And I don't want this to change
And I don't want this to end
And I don't want to be enemies but
I don't want to be just friend
And this feeling that I get
It is one felt from the start
It's a feeling that's so devastating
And it's pounding at my heart
Pounding at my heart
Pounding at my heart
Concurring my world
Tearing me apart
I can't go back to yesterday and pretend that I don't love you
And I can't go on if you don't love me
So you see the kind of torture I've been living through
I don't know what to do
And I don't think that it's fair
And I don t think I should try
And I don't think that I shouldn't want you
I don't see a reason why
And all I want to know is, are you ever gonna' change in your mind
Cause I don't like to play games
I don't even have the time