Lyrics underneath 暗流 - 尚雯婕

Aha, I know what you're thinking我知道你在想什么
And you're wrong但你错了
I'm not gonna sing you a song我不会给你唱歌
This time, I'm gonna open myself这一次，我要敞开胸怀
And let you see what's inside of me让你看看我的内在
I'm in my war我在战斗
It's a battlefield of choice这是个抉择的战场
A war that nobody sees, only me一场只有我能看到的斗争
Nobody wins in this war没有人能在这场战争中获胜
We can only choose我们只能选择
Only lose只能失败
It's a choice between the body and the heart这是躯体和心灵之间的选择
You win your body and lose your heart你赢了躯体就输掉心灵
Or you win your heart and lose your body或者赢了心灵输掉躯体
People ask me all these questions人们问我这样那样的问题
My anger, my hatred我的愤怒，我的仇恨
Where do they come from它们来自哪里
They come from me它们来自我自己
They come from my heart它们来自我的心底
I guess I'm weird 我想我有些不可思议
Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires因为我可以看见人们内心的恐惧和欲望
I try not to believe in these我试着不去相信这些
But they keep following me, where ever I go但它们一直纠缠着我，无论我走到哪里
So here I am现在，我就在这里
Now you've seen my hurts你们看见了我的伤痕
There is a silver knife plunged in my back有一把银刀从背后刺进我的身体
See, there is a silver knife in my back看，我的背上插着一把银色的刀
Underneath underneath 暗流 暗流
What you see underneath在水面之下，你看见了什么
Underneath underneath暗流 暗流
Can't you see 你看不见么
It's hard to breath那里让人窒息
Sometimes I draw有时我画画
But the portrait has no culture 但是画像毫无生趣
Nothing moves万物静止
Only ghosts in the flame唯有火焰中的鬼魂
Wish the rain would wake me up希望一场大雨可以将我唤醒
Then I'd go with her而后我会随她而去
Stroll with her随她游荡
I see nothing outside外面的世界空无一物
It's a place that nobody comes这是个无人问津的地方
So, all this liberty I enjoy所以，所有这些我享受着
And that I suffer from却也因此痛苦着的自由
It's like you've dared to say you know me就好像，你敢说你了解我
It's like you are all dead to me就好像，对我来说你们早已死去
All these twenty-eight years我用了整整28年
I've spent them looking for myself来寻找自己
People think I'm crazy人们觉得我疯了
I've always been doing things that normal people don't do我一直在做普通人不去做的事
Why为什么
I don't know我不知道
I don't understand myself我也不理解我自己
I think deep in my mind我觉得内心深处
I hate myself我恨我自己
But never mind但没关系
I guess I'll just learn to forget我将学会遗忘
Ah... 啊...
Je ne dors plus, je suis divisée en deux. 我再也无法入眠，我已分裂为二
Une en paix, et l'autre, au combat. 一个在平静中，另一个，在战斗中
Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n'a plus de go? t 我再也无法进食，因为食物已索然无味
Rien n'a plus rien de sens. 一切都没有了意义
Je vis dans le noir 我活在黑暗中
La lumière est lointaine 光明离我很遥远
Elle est inaccessible, intouchable 那是遥不可及的，不可触摸的
Je suis ce que je resens 我是我所感受到的
Je suis ce que je vois 我是我所看到的
Je suis ce que je crois 我是我所信仰的
Je suis ce que je resens 我是我所感受到的
Je suis ce que je crois 我是我所信仰的
Je suis ce que je vois 我是我所看到的