paroles de chanson Thoughts Innerlude - 3d4k

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Got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I woke up dead
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I got caught up
With the Feds
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
Is it worth it
For the bread
Aye woah got these thoughts
In my head like
I'm pulling too much weight
These people think I'm a sled yuh

Aye got these thoughts
In my head like fuck
Does anyone care
I mean my older brother
Here's there
Always showing me
How to have heart
An trying to play his part
But he's got two
Of his own kids
And they just a week apart
So he can only do so much
Other bruh he's on the right path
But if you ask him
He'll tell he's a sociopath
My mom was always there
But it seems like she gone
Don't know where she went wrong
But it started with that rum
Please put it down an be done
It's fucked up it's sad
But up next my dad
Been fighting since Fifteen
Divorce sixteen
Me I was just a preteen
When everything
Started changing
Shout out big sis
She eight teen
But she ain't eight teen
Peep the picture I'm painting
This the vision I'm facing
Car fast car skids
Hit the tracks
And the car flips
Not just sisters brain
That's when my heart ripped
And left me like
These thoughts did
Dead

Got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I woke up dead
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I got caught up
With the Feds
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
Is it worth it
For the bread
Aye woah got these thoughts
In my head like
I'm pulling too much weight
These people think I'm a sled yuh

Mom while you was drinking
Me I got to thinking
What if I woke up
Eyes open an not blinking
Would that make you stop
Or follow me to that box
Or why not just stop now
And follow me to the top
An what about you pop
What if your health
Make your heart stop
Cause we ain't
Got tha guwap
What happens when your gone
Go back to live with mom?
Like I have along
We both know
She ain't stable
My life's getting spun
Like a dreidel damn

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Got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I woke up dead
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I got caught up
With the feds
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
Is it worth it
For the bread
Aye woah got these thoughts
In my head like
I'm pulling too much weight
These people think I'm a sled yuh

Two kids in seven days
I'm seventeen I'm down bad
Sitting down in that box
Knowing I'm getting out
And going right back
Thoughts in my head like
Am I loosing my mind
Living life like
Im running out of time
Da da damn damn
Got these thoughts in my head
Fuck I could never explain
I know they'd never understand
I glorified them streets
While they robbed me of my youth
But I wasn't tripping
Cause I was robbing niggas too
Da da damn damn
Rinding round with that
Wap in my hand
Hopping out with that mask on
No thoughts in my head
Living life for that night
The next was not in my plans
I was close to that pine box
Or rotting in that can
Da da damn damn
What if that tec never did jam
What if that bitch
Would have snitched
Like some of the niggas
I grew up with
And what if I never wised up
And realized real shit
And got that monkey off my back
And made room for my kids
Made time for my little bruh
Like I should've done for my sis
Like I should've done for myself
Back when I wasn't trying
To hear shit
And I'm done asking
What if
But it keep running through
My mind
When the burdens of my past
And my future dreams collide I

Get these thoughts
In my head like
What if I woke up dead
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
What if I got caught up
With the Fedrs
Aye got these thoughts
In my head like
Is it worth it
For the bread
Aye woah got these thoughts
In my head like
I'm pulling too much weight
These people think I'm a sled yuh