Overindulgence

All I know is too much
I don't ever know when enough's enough
Consume until I'm puking
Or screaming nah fuck off
I knew that it would kill me
But I guess enough was enough
Ah
One is too many
And more than that is never enough
You don't know its hell, cause it feel like home
You don't taste the rot, till it hits your tongue
You don't hear the growl, till you're all alone
You don't see the leash, so you never run
But now
Three mouths open
Waitin' on me to crack again
Tear my skin open
But the rain don't wash away my sins
It bleeds with no end
Maybe that's why I never mend
Feed the demons till I close my eyes
Jealousy grippin' my shoulders tight
Rockin' me back n' forth all night
Clenchin' my jaw till I fuck up my bite
Yuh, yuh
Never a moment of rest
No matter the time of night
My soul is always being tortured and tested
Or am I just the memories
The thoughts and the feelings
Of the damage I been causing
Everything I loved became my enemy
Turned into a need that I had to feed
Even if it hurt
Even if I told myself I'd never return
Think of all the pain witnessed with my own eyes
All the regretful nights
Product of my own disaster
Of overindulgence
A poison I couldn't cure
I could only kill myself faster and faster and faster
I guess I really was my own worst enemy
I did this to myself, oh well
Guess that's why it's a comedy
A tragedy, a self-inflicted suicide
I guess it must be true that
All I know is too much
I don't ever know when enough's enough
Consume until I'm puking
Or screaming nah fuck off
I knew that it would kill me
But I guess enough was enough
Ah
One is too many
And more than that is never enough
You don't know its hell, cause it feel like home
You don't taste the rot, till it hits your tongue
You don't hear the growl, till you're all alone
You don't see the leash, so you never run
But now
Three mouths open
Waitin' on me to crack again
Tear my skin open
But the rain don't wash away my sins