paroles de chanson Dark and Gray (V2) - eddies terrible music feat. Luis Gonzales

I'm wishing that I'm standing here with someone just somebody
Someone to hold me and someone that would always stay by me
But no ones here so I just stand alone every night
Man I just wish someone could come and hold so tight
Now I'm afraid
Of being loved
Cause hearts break
Then it gets tough
Then I'll be sad like everyday
I don't know why
I can't seem to think sometimes
I guess it's just that I still got you in my mind

Lately been feeling like I'm not ok
Lately been feeling like I'm just in pain
Sometimes I think that it's a phase
I don't think that is the right way
I go and hide in my secret base
Somewhere where no one can see my face
Water comes down like it's a rainy day
Don't ever show that side cause it's lame
The side of me that is sensitive and gray
The real me that is alone day by day
Wishing that I could smile all today
And not have a smile that is all fake
Guess I'll never know what else to say
No ones gonna be there so I guess

Ay ay so i guess
So i guess ima be ok ok ok
Im not ok im lying
Ay look i'm lying if i say i'm ok
Cause i really am not
Ay look
Told you that i will love you forever
And you said alright bet
And i was like ok that's cool
But no
You just got up and left but
Why did you just go away when i needed you ay
You left when my grandpa passed away and you said
Let me just say for a little longer
And i didn't understand that
But i do now
But i do now

I understand now and i'm really feeling like a fool
But i wish you told me that you didn't love me more soon
But i guess that's the reason why i hide form relationships
I guess i never wanna go though something like this

Tell me the good and tell me the bad
Was it a lie when you said you my fan
I don't anymore guess i'll be sad
Really wish someone was watching my back
All these emotions don't get them attached
Don't wanna love and that is a fact
Wanna be alone just like in my past
Promise that you won't ever see me laugh

All i ever do is cry
And i know that ill never ever feel fine
Cause you know that i'm over here
Just always thinking bout me and my fears
You know that i'm mentally unstable
Nobody's gon tell me that i'm gon be able to make it out alive
But i know that i'm just always gonna be alone
And you know that i'm just

Standing on my own everyday
Standing on my own everyday
I guess I'm over here living in pain
I guess I'm over here living in pain
Somebody just help me today
Somebody just help me today
Cause I wanna be free so soon
Cause I wanna be free so soon