Turn It Off

From what I've seen
From what I've read
I've had to walk out
And deal with this
But with a skin so thick and hard
I've come to be part of this afterlife

From my mother
She listened
And asked me what I was thinking
She told me all to understand
I had to learn to accept who I am

Took my mind and put it to rest
Of all those I've had to deal with this
What they had, filled with pain
I still think of them
It still breaks

I've had my time
And I'm still to go
The people they change
And I know
I can't do it
I'm still trapped in this soul
But I'm being given a let me go

Took my mind and put it to rest
Of all those I've had to deal with this
What they had, filled with pain
I still think of them
It still breaks

Took my mind and put it to rest
Of all those I've had to deal with this
But I did not cause these pains
I'm being prepared for the next attack