Wait

Running back to camp because it's all I learned to do
Take another gap year, I'll return when time is due
Once again alone, I think I'm pushing them away
I ain't got a letter yet, but maybe I should wait
I ain't got a song to end this with a brighter view
Write and then record, it's either trite or it is blue
I could put it out or be responsible or fake
Or write it when I'm happier, so maybe I should wait
I could be a pastor but you're supposed to be mature
And I still sing along to bands with middle fingers on their merch
Not that I'm a hater, man I still listen to Drake
But I know every word to Meet the Grahams so maybe I should wait
I could put my life in rap but nothing is secure
And I don't know the first thing about how to book a tour
I could find a manager but I would have to pay
With the money from a record I'll release after the wait

Who you think you are, you like the rabbit in the race
Got all that potential but you sleeping it away
You could be a legend if you kept a better pace
Brother better run, run, run

I could go to sleep now but I'm staying up to write
Night is when I'm in control of everything in life
People have demands that I'll need energy to take
But I demand some solitude so maybe I should wait
I could quit pornography, I've tried a hundred times
I'm seeing how it's bad for me, my mental state's declined
I could love on women in a more respectful way
But that one there just hurt me so maybe I should wait
I could call my parents but I don't wanna lie
Yeah, I'm doing good and everything is going fine
That is just right now, maybe tomorrow will be great
Tomorrow is another day, so maybe I should wait
I could read my Bible more but I don't got the time
I'm caught up on The Simpsons, Rick and Morty, Family Guy
I could make a schedule or maybe I could pray
I don't really got excuses here but I'm still gonna wait

Adam, you're a legend. If you're staying in your bed
Then you're sleeping off potential and you may as well be dead
You got family behind you
And your friends are up ahead
This ain't even like your last hurrah
This is the onset
You got all this potential but you procrastinate
Pencil in all the plans then erase 'em
Cause you were tired and mental
And then retire from effort
Cause you were dying to settle
But all you said was "f-it" never moving out of your shell
You ain't even waiting, you just lacking the discipline
To be active and vigilant
You procrastinate living
Cause passion ain't enough to gas you up
You crash in omission
You half a musician
Just pick a flow and have a decision
Adam, listen
This is criticism not a diss
Don't shut down and push me away
Like you do so casually
Like you did with Kyle, Matthew, Caleb, and Madee
Just take it and learn
Grow and be happy
And don't you dare try to say that you'll wait out the shabby
Cause you know it won't happen
You grow in the bad
Man, you grow in the bad