paroles de chanson Aleena - AnthonyxJohn

You did him dirty, left him seething
Two wrongs don't make it right, it make it even
I caught you fatiguing. Like John Legend or like you anemic
Now my whip have four feet in like the opposite of the deep end
Sometimes life gives you reasons
And God gives what's needed when life gives us beatings
You ain't deeming me all this shit I deemed myself 'cause of my demons
You taught me just 'cause I gain definition, don't give me meaning
Fuck the gym, you give me meaning
Used to wanna die by 25, you keep me breathing
I was mourning in the morning, now I'm even in the evening
And when I'm grieving my uncle passing you catching my tears before they hitting the cement
You're an angel on earth
You're that answered prayer I never get to say in the church
You're the reason I'll go through pain, appreciate how it hurts
That my body ain't with my mind and I ain't in the dirt and I'm here making a verse so

You ain't make the album
Why is that? Hope it'll never be the outcome
The day you leave me and I have to make a "Read" for you
They gon' have to make a "Dead" for me like it was never you
A heavy burden to carry but you carry like soldiers
I'm your rock but you carry it all like you carrying boulders
Leens, lean there on your shoulder when very impulsive
And you right there and upholstered like Mary and Joseph
And I cry to you, you cry to me. Self loath crowding me
Can't see the enemy but it's there like your anxiety
You told me that you proud of me, that's something I should try to be
But I don't think you realize you're my pride to me. You proud of me?
How 'bout yourself?
You done pulled me out my struggle, how you doubting yourself?
How you put me on pedestals and then look down at yourself?
Know you way stronger than me and when I ain't around need you to be acknowledging how you

I think everyone's out to get me
Thoughts are deadly. Everyone's safe except me
You're the reason I accept me
But let's say you never met me
Let's say you found a different boy
Let's say my friends been waiting on me and when they check on me, that's my tipping point
In my head, a different noise. Trigger words like gripping toys
Just laying there with them instead of you like Mike and little boys
Your presence what I feed to
Whether today your eyes looking brown, hazel, green, blue. I'm just happy to see you
It's you it will always be you. Whatever our kids eye colors are, facial features are
I just want them to be you cause they need to
Either or is comfortable
But I hope we have a son so my daughter never feel that she can't live up to you
That's something that my son could do
She's your only substitute
I'm finally one with you, swear to god I won with you

Leens, your shoulder I need for leaning
To point the gun the right way at my fuckin' demons
At not at me, two wrongs don't make it right, it make it even
So if you ever leaving, suicidal, dooh dooh! 6 feet in