paroles de chanson Mama's Curse - Brabo Gator

My apologies are worthless,
But maybe if I drown in my tears the truth will surface
That I'm a narcissist, a hard headed problem child.
But you don't know how hard it is to hold
A smile and I don't mean you no harm mama.
In my heart I always thought I'd be your star mama.
But failure made me so bitter I'm tired
Of making promises I know I can't deliver.
So this time don't get your hopes up cause
That fire deep inside me finally froze up.
I aint had no luck,
I make sure the wisdom of my gypsy driftin', late bills and evictions
Not to mention the creditors call you daily.
They threaten they gonna sue me unless I make a payment.
Petrified so you pay em mama I'm saying that I
Aint got the strength to make the music stop playing.

God sent an angel to raise me and all I did was drove her crazy
She still tells me that I'm her baby when the truth is I'm her curse
Regardless how much I love her all I do is make things worse.

A lot of my fans are suicidal who say my
Music saved them and gave them a new revival
If I quit and lose a life I'm a feel real
Liable. If I don't, I tarnish my own survival.
Mama I'm idle trapped in this damn cycle, thoughts begin to spiral.
People think I'm an idol that brings hope, Really I'm fucked up.
The only thing consistent in my life is love loss.
You always told me baby try your best and I did, I turned into a POS.
It's shitty aint it, I'm not what you deserve.
If I had a dime for every time I got on your
Nerves I'd buy you a mansion with a lake on it
A hundred acres and Clydesdales to graze on it.
But you're haunted, haunted by me,
I'm your dream killer, the son you don't need
God sent an angel to raise me and all I did was drove her crazy
She still tells me that I'm her baby when the truth is I'm her curse
Regardless how much I love her all I do is make things worse.

Despite everything I owe you,
I don't even pay attention to things you go through.
Hell I don't even visit like I'm
'Posed to cause I'm addicted to pro too.
My life's a song on the third verse,
Cause seeing you hurt just makes me hurt worse.
I'm the curse in your life you're my
Angel. I wish you'd fly away from my danger
And finally disown me and feed me to
These wolves and these fake arse homies.
I deserve to be lonely; you deserve to be happy.
Can't you see my problems that would murder my dad
Mama run before I pull out this gun
And shoot a bullet through your gold heart
The only thing I've done is been a lousy
Arse son, I'm sorry for the man that I've become.

God sent an angel to raise me and all I did was drove her crazy
She still tells me that I'm her baby when the truth is I'm her curse
Regardless how much I love her all I do is make things worse.
My apologies are worthless or maybe if I
Drown in my tears the truth will surface