Lord Forgive Me

Dear Lord forgive me, please Lord forgive me
I tried so hard, but I think you've forgotten me
With the devil all around, it gets kind of tricky
I'm not weak-minded, but he tries hard to tempt Me

I'm a lost soul, still fighting through the crusades
Youth ages, never low-life in the way I like to say
The world made me this way, but I'm tired of Fighting

So whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife, Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting, so whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting,So whatever you say

I'm losing my mind along with my focus
Losing my grip on everything I thought was golden
Trying to hold on to a little bit of my sanity
Him who created me, I know it sounds weak of me
But how could I not be, when all I feel is pain?

How can I stay dry standing in the rain?
How did my tears wither the waters from the heavens?
But the devil on my shoulder keeps me half-methane
Every other day seems like another friend passed On

To a better place, you always hear them say that
I really hope it's true, 'cause if not and it's just Black
Well, it's still better than having to come back
Don't get me wrong, I wasn't always this way

But at a tender age I had to learn about the game
It goes without saying that I chose the wrong Route
You can make your hands fit a gauge, but not to Pray

Still waiting for an answer to the questions I asked
Am I last on your list or a load on my task?
Was I too busy listening to my demons try to deal With my grief?
I drink it when you was at back?
I probably was, 'cause I'm always buzzed, bruh

Drunk days faded, won't remember those days when I fucked up
I probably was, 'cause I'm always buzzed, bruh
Drunk days faded, won't remember those days When I fucked up

Dear Lord forgive me, please Lord forgive me
I tried so hard, but I think you've forgotten me
With the devil all around, it gets kind of tricky
I'm not weak-minded, but he tries hard to tempt Me

I'm a lost soul, still fighting through the crusades
Youth ages, never low-life in the way I like to say
The world made me this way, but I'm tired of fighting

So whatever you say
Just the lowlife, Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting, so whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting
So whatever you say

Will I ever be holy again, or doomed just to be Stressed?
Needless to say, I really need to be blessed
I'm looking for help, I'm looking for help
I'm looking for help, I'm looking for help

I'm looking for help
Can't see it, can't find it, so I'm fighting again
With the thoughts that might wind me up in a pen
So I'm down with my pen and my paper trying to Turn this anger

To a new life for me to begin
But my enemies don't want to see me succeed
They want to see me bleed because in these streets
They're tired of being beat down and feeling Defeat

My music won't stop them from bringing the heat
And I'm not the type to run, even when I'm outnumbered
Big Babes knows that, 'cause y'all motherfuckers Is sheltered

So I'll take the loss, but I'm gonna take the win
Next time that you see us, you can try to outgun Us
This is a trifling, cut-throat life we live

Can't trust your girlfriend, put your fam in the crib
But when you leave the crib, don't know if you'll Make it home safe
Or have to be carried by six
And I love it like this, shit, I wouldn't change it

Doesn't mean God won't let me up with the angels
It's hard to live on hunger earth without being Scared
But to me, I'm an angel with wings that are Tangled

Dear Lord forgive me, please Lord forgive me
I tried so hard, but I think you've forgotten me
With the devil all around, it gets kind of tricky
I'm not weak-minded, but he tries hard to tempt Me

I'm a lost soul, still fighting through the crusades
Youth ages, never low-life in the way I like to say
The world made me this way, but I'm tired of Fighting

So whatever you say
Just the lowlife, Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting, so whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting
So whatever you say

You say that I'm hopeless, a typical criminal
I say that the battles that I go through are spiritual
I could work a 9-to-5 and do nothing wrong
But when I die, be no one but me, that's pitiful
I'm leaving a mark, but in order for me to find the light

I gotta make it through the rough nights
With the regular fights where I could lose my life
So a gun blast wouldn't sound like nothing but us Crying
I don't really want to do it, but you devils keep Pushing me

Urging me, making me lose my sanity along with My religion
Got no plot to piss, so forgive me Lord for the next One who tests me
But I'm just a man, I'm just a simple man

With a monkey on my back breaking me where I Stand
Is this your plan? Is this your plan?
'Cause I can't stand much more on dry land
I'm at the point where I'm about to say "Fuck it"

A low-banana clip to get the monkey running on The budget
With a bucket after fucking, just struggling pretty Much
Working for nothing, I'm tired of suffering

I'm tired of hurting, and I'm tired of being tired
Tired of trying and tired of fighting
Lay down my sword and I tried to die
But then I heard God tell me, "It's time to rise"

Dear Lord forgive me, please Lord forgive me
I tried so hard, but I think you've forgotten me
With the devil all around, it gets kind of tricky
I'm not weak-minded, but he tries hard to tempt Me

I'm a lost soul, still fighting through the crusades
Youth ages, never low-life in the way I like to say
The world made me this way, but I'm tired of Fighting

So whatever you say
Just the lowlife, Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting, so whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
Just the lowlife,Whatever you say
I'm tired of fighting
So whatever you say